{"id":31637,"date":"2024-03-22T12:04:10","date_gmt":"2024-03-22T15:04:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/?p=31637"},"modified":"2024-03-22T12:04:10","modified_gmt":"2024-03-22T15:04:10","slug":"izvorul-curatiei-mele-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/izvorul-curatiei-mele-2\/","title":{"rendered":"IZVORUL CUR\u0102\u0162IEI MELE"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Traian Dorz,<\/strong>\u00a0<em>Prietenul tinere\u0163ii mele\u00a0<\/em>(cap. 29)<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/09\/TDorz1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-18361\" src=\"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/09\/TDorz1.jpg\" alt=\"TDorz1\" width=\"150\" height=\"186\" \/><\/a>1. \u015etiu c\u0103 rug\u0103ciunea poate fi o puternic\u0103 arm\u0103 de lupt\u0103 \u00eempotriva vr\u0103jma\u015fului din afar\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>2. dar Tu mi-ai spus c\u0103 \u00eempotriva du\u015fmanului l\u0103untric am nevoie neap\u0103rat \u015fi de post.<\/p>\n<p>3. \u00cempotriva pr\u0103bu\u015firilor mele suflete\u015fti, suflete al meu, trebuie s\u0103 lup\u0163i tu. Dar \u00eempotriva acestor pr\u0103bu\u015firi care mi-amenin\u0163\u0103 \u015fi trupul meu, trebuie neap\u0103rat s\u0103 lupte \u015fi trupul.<\/p>\n<p>4. Trupule al meu, trebuie neap\u0103rat ca tu s\u0103 mi te primene\u015fti \u00een toate p\u0103rticelele tale, spre a putea deveni locuin\u0163\u0103 vrednic\u0103 pentru un suflet primenit.<\/p>\n<p>5. Vinul cel nou trebuie neap\u0103rat pus \u00een burdufuri noi. Nu se poate altfel! Con\u0163inutul nou trebuie s\u0103 aib\u0103 un vas nou.<\/p>\n<p>6. Nu pot pretinde c\u0103 sufletul meu este \u00eennoit, sfin\u0163it, cur\u0103\u0163it c\u00e2t\u0103 vreme trupul meu are \u00eenc\u0103 acela\u015fi fel de umblare lumeasc\u0103, de vorbire \u015fi purtare cum avea \u00eenainte \u2013 c\u00e2nd purtam \u00een el un suflet lumesc.<\/p>\n<p>7. Dac\u0103 ceva \u00eemi este \u00eentr-adev\u0103r curat \u00een fa\u0163a Ta, Dumnezeul meu, acest ceva trebuie s\u0103-mi apar\u0103 tot astfel de curat \u015fi \u00een fa\u0163a oamenilor.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>8. Tu, Dumnezeul meu, desigur, \u00eemi vezi \u015fi trupul meu prin umbl\u0103rile mele suflete\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>9. Dar oamenii nu pot vedea cur\u0103\u0163ia sufletului meu dec\u00e2t \u00een cur\u0103\u0163ia umbl\u0103rilor mele trupe\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>10. Tu e\u015fti izvorul cur\u0103\u0163iei \u00eentregii mele fiin\u0163e, at\u00e2t a trupului, c\u00e2t \u015fi a sufletului meu.<\/p>\n<p>11. C\u00e2nd Tu e\u015fti l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine, nu pot s\u0103-mi mai opresc sufletul de la nici o bucurie pe care mi-o d\u0103 prezen\u0163a Ta.<\/p>\n<p>12. Atunci m\u0103 osp\u0103tez f\u0103r\u0103 nici o re\u0163inere din toat\u0103 avu\u0163ia bucuriilor Tale.<\/p>\n<p>13. Atunci beau \u015fi m\u0103 \u00eemb\u0103t de dragoste.<\/p>\n<p>14. Atunci m\u0103 scald \u00een lumin\u0103 \u015fi m\u0103 desf\u0103t \u00een lacrimi \u015fi \u00een c\u00e2nt\u0103ri.<\/p>\n<p>15. Atunci m\u0103 leag\u0103n \u00eentre crengi \u00eenflorite \u015fi m\u0103 prostern \u00eentre miresmele cele mai cere\u015fti, uit\u00e2nd de tot ce m\u0103 \u00eenconjoar\u0103 \u015fi fiind \u00een \u00eentregime numai al dragostei Tale.<br \/>\n\u015ei numai atunci sunt cu adev\u0103rat \u015fi total fericit.<\/p>\n<p>16. Atunci caut s\u0103 m\u0103 folosesc c\u00e2t mai din plin de toate binecuv\u00e2nt\u0103rile de care via\u0163a mea a fost lipsit\u0103 at\u00e2t de mult timp \u015fi dup\u0103 care a \u00eensetat at\u00e2t de mul\u0163i ani, c\u00e2nd Tu mi-erai at\u00e2t de \u00eendep\u0103rtat.<\/p>\n<p>17. Acum \u2013 c\u00e2nd Tu, Mirele tinere\u0163ii mele, e\u015fti l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine \u015fi c\u00e2nd masa noastr\u0103 este plin\u0103 de at\u00e2tea bucate grase \u015fi miezoase ale dragostei cere\u015fti \u2013 cum a\u015f mai putea oare s\u0103 m\u0103 mai re\u0163in?<\/p>\n<p>18. Cum mi-a\u015f putea opri c\u00e2te ceva din feluritele Tale desf\u0103t\u0103ri? Cum s\u0103 nu m\u0103 \u00eendestulez pe deplin, din tot ce am la \u00eendem\u00e2na mea atunci, at\u00e2t de \u00eembel\u015fugat \u015fi de \u00eembietor? Cum s\u0103 postesc \u00een vremea aceea?<\/p>\n<p>19. N-am suferit eu oare at\u00e2t de mult c\u00e2nd Tu, Mirele meu, erai departe?<\/p>\n<p>20. N-am cunoscut eu oare de-ajuns chinurile cumplite ale foametei \u00eendelungi at\u00e2\u0163ia ani de nop\u0163i \u015fi zile c\u00e2nd, zv\u00e2rcolindu-m\u0103 pe sc\u00e2ndurile mele goale, strigam de foame: \u201eDumnezeule, nu mai pot!\u201c?<\/p>\n<p>21. \u015ei c\u00e2nd \u00eemi umpleam de lacrimi castronul meu ruginit \u015fi gol?<\/p>\n<p>22. N-am ars eu oare de sete \u00een at\u00e2tea dep\u0103rt\u0103ri \u015fi pustiet\u0103\u0163i c\u00e2nd, cu tot sufletul uscat, st\u0103team le\u015finat \u00een nisipul arz\u0103tor, cu ochii topi\u0163i \u00een dep\u0103rt\u0103rile unde parc\u0103 vedeam toate izvoarele \u015fi p\u00e2raiele limpezi ale inimii mele \u2013 dar de care m\u0103 desp\u0103r\u0163eau pr\u0103p\u0103stii de netrecut \u015fi fiare de ne\u00eenduplecat?<\/p>\n<p>23. N-am tr\u0103it eu oare o ve\u015fnicie \u00eentreag\u0103 \u00een fl\u0103c\u0103rile \u015fi ghe\u0163urile singur\u0103t\u0103\u0163ii c\u00e2nd, nu numai zv\u00e2rcolirea trupului aprins, ci \u015fi visele sufletului uscat m\u0103 chinuiau la fel?<\/p>\n<p>24. S\u0103 m\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndesc oare \u015fi acum la toate acestea?<br \/>\nAcum, c\u00e2nd Tu e\u015fti l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine?<br \/>\nNu mai vreau!<br \/>\nScap\u0103-m\u0103, hr\u0103ne\u015fte-m\u0103, cuprinde-m\u0103, inund\u0103-m\u0103,<br \/>\nLumin\u0103!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Traian Dorz,\u00a0Prietenul tinere\u0163ii mele\u00a0(cap. 29) 1. \u015etiu c\u0103 rug\u0103ciunea poate fi o puternic\u0103 arm\u0103 de lupt\u0103 \u00eempotriva vr\u0103jma\u015fului din afar\u0103, 2. dar Tu mi-ai spus c\u0103 \u00eempotriva du\u015fmanului l\u0103untric am nevoie neap\u0103rat \u015fi de post. 3. \u00cempotriva pr\u0103bu\u015firilor mele suflete\u015fti, suflete al meu, trebuie s\u0103 lup\u0163i tu. Dar \u00eempotriva acestor pr\u0103bu\u015firi care mi-amenin\u0163\u0103 \u015fi trupul&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"btn btn-style\" href=\"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/izvorul-curatiei-mele-2\/\">Continue Reading&#8230;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-31637","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-editorial"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31637","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31637"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31637\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":31638,"href":"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31637\/revisions\/31638"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31637"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31637"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/comorinemuritoare.ro\/bLOGOS\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31637"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}